Wednesday, July 7, 2010

I -heart- friends

Hm. I could so easily do an 'FML, my life sucks, I am so unhappy and shit rah rah rah' blog, but I won't. Or at least, a few days ago I could have written a blog like that. But now, I'm gonna mostly stick with an 'I love my amazing friends' blog :)

Like, seriously, I love you guys so much. There are a certain few in particular that I'm talking about, and you know who you are. When I was upset and unhappy and felt like crap you guys made me feel loved again. When I was by myself I felt lonely and depressed, but when I was with (or texting) you guys I felt so happy and it made me forget everything....
I mean, even now I still sometimes feel a bit upset or lonely, but then I think about how I'm gonna see you guys soon and it brightens my day up.
So, thank you guys SO much for being there for me when I needed it, and showing how much you care. I love you all an unbelievable amount, that I can't even describe it. I can't imagine my life without you guys, and I certainly don't want to. So thanks, and I love youseee...

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Rainy nights....make me want to blog :)

Yes. Shock horror. I am blogging again :O

Or at least, I am going to try and blog again....whenever I get the feeling to blog, I run onto the laptop and open up a new blog....then I can't think of anything to write. So you may have to put up with my rather horrible english skills, because I cannot write anything interesting :/

I suppose the reason I am blogging is to vent....but also because I feel lonely. Which I normally feel around this time of night, so you'd think I'd be used to it by now:(
As with the many, many other people around me right now, I am sooo sick of all these friendship/school/stress problems. And I have no idea how to fix them, or even if they are going to end up fixing themselves. Honestly, I think the majority of us are going to slowly drift apart anyway, even though we say we all want to be friends forever. However, there are a few people who I hope I will stay good friends with for as long as possible, because I love them so much and can't stand the thought of having to make new friends in uni....also cos I suck at making new friends lol ^^'

School is another massive problem.....being stressed sucks. Having no time to do anything fun sucks. Having parents who think that homework is the most important thing in the world and should come before anything else sucks. And we still have many more weeks to go....although this year is actually going by very quick. And I'm not sure if I'm happy or sad about that either.....:S

Even with all this crap going on, at least I still have the most awesome friends ever, most of which are going through worse stuff than I am, so I probably shouldn't even be complaining. I'm just glad you guys are there :D Oh and my awesome boyfriend too :3


Yay I finally have a blog where I can say that I have a boyfriend :) Sorry to my single friends who probably cringed when I wrote that, but for me it's long overdue, and I deserve this! Lol ^^

Friday, February 26, 2010

http://slinkers.deviantart.com/art/Potter-Gump-128384082

I totally think that you should all watch this....I was literally laughing out loud when I first saw this ages ago.....XD
(Even if you haven't watched Forrest Gump you should still be able to understand it lol)

So yeah, watch it. Because it is funny. :D

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Human beings are annoying

I think it's long overdue that I have a rant about customers. I mean, some of these people are so stupid and annoying!! For example:

Me: That's 16 dollars.
Customer: -hands me 50 dollar note-
Me: Thanks, thats 34 dollars change
Customer: -blank stare- You said it was fifteen dollars -accusing voice-
Me:....Oh sorry well I meant 16.
Me thinking in head: No, I definitely said 16 you stupid customer.

And that one doesn't actually sound that bad, but it's just an example of the many examples. However, I had another one today as well:

Customers total was 46.22.
Me: thats 46.20
Customer: Can I pay half on my card and half in cash? (I'm actually used to customers doing that though) -hands me 23.20-
Me: -puts cash through on computer- Okay so the rest on your card?
Customer:.....Do you think you can put the amount on my card through first? Because if you put it through at 23.20 then when I pay cash the amount will be rounded down and I'll save two cents.
Me:.....Well its kinda too late...
Customer: -irritated look on face- Oh okay then......

I mean, TWO cents. She was trying to save TWO cents. I almost threw the receipts at her.


.....Although, sometimes I make mistakes too......

Customer: -hands me rather large yellow citrus fruit-
Me:.......Um is this a lemon or a grapefruit?
Customer: -gives me weird look- It's an orange....
Me: -_-''

Oops.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

-sigh-...I'll never be good enough......

Monday, February 8, 2010

OMG THAT LEISHA GIRL IS SUCH A BITCH

SHE IS LYKE THE BITCHIEST BITCH OF ALL BITCHES

SO YEAH. A BITCH.




......Sorry Leish I just can't think of anything else to say......wow I can't even bitch about someone. Damn I fail.


:S

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

.......

OMG I'm actually blogging!!! Wow. Strange for me.

So yeah...I suppose this is my 'Year 12 is so stressful and I'm so scared of the future' blog. Although, so far Year 12 hasn't been TOO bad...aside from some annoying subject changes, and already quite a bit of homework. But I guess this is only week 2 and the workload is gonna get a lot worse :(

However, I am getting pretty scared of the future. Not Uni so much, just what happens after Uni....in the 'real world'. I mean, we're gonna have to get real jobs, and move out of home...it just feels so....independent. And lonely. When I see myself in the future, for some reason I see myself living in some random house by myself. All alone.
Yeah, not a really happy thought.

On the brighter side, at least I had something to take my mind off of all this stuff last week (and this where you all stop reading my blog), which was watching the Australian Open. Which has also inspired me to really and truly start eating healthy and start losing weight. Which is why I actually haven't been scabbing off you guys if you hadn't noticed :).
Another good thing about the tennis was being able to watch Rafael Nadal, my absolute fav player who also happens to be my major crush. :D:D:D:D:D

And here are a few more random, but cute photos that I decided to put up for no reason whatsoever.




I can't get this photo in the middle ><