Showing posts with label my suckiness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my suckiness. Show all posts

Saturday, December 11, 2010

I'm jealous of your ability to make friends so fast. Even though there's many things I would change about myself, one of the main ones is that I wish I could talk to people more. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love my close friends now, but I just want to get to know new people as it seems as though everyone else is doing now. I wish I could start conversations with people I don't often talk to without feeling like I'm annoying them. For some reason I have this assumption that if people don't talk to me, it means they musn't want to get to know me, so instead I just don't bother them. Especially now that year 12's over and I'm not seeing people as much as I used to, I get more lonely, but I'm too scared and nervous to start conversations with different people. Man, am I screwed for uni next year :/