Saturday, December 11, 2010

I'm jealous of your ability to make friends so fast. Even though there's many things I would change about myself, one of the main ones is that I wish I could talk to people more. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love my close friends now, but I just want to get to know new people as it seems as though everyone else is doing now. I wish I could start conversations with people I don't often talk to without feeling like I'm annoying them. For some reason I have this assumption that if people don't talk to me, it means they musn't want to get to know me, so instead I just don't bother them. Especially now that year 12's over and I'm not seeing people as much as I used to, I get more lonely, but I'm too scared and nervous to start conversations with different people. Man, am I screwed for uni next year :/